i don't know why sometimes....

i don't know why sometimes:

things r not easy to b understood,
people r not easy to talk with,
it's hard to b honest,
i feel like i want to shut others' mouth,
i just want to b alone,
i do feel bad for all the things that i've done







and right now,
at this moment

i just want to go back home,
i want my mummy,
i want my daddy,
i want my brothers,
i want a shoulder to cry on,
i just want to get out of this situation

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


yg ku cari hanya tenang
biar hanya secalit cuma

resah, berambuslah engkau!
biar ku sendiri, ditemani sepi

hati, sabarlah dikau
jiwa, tenanglah dikau
diri, lenalah dikau

ya ALLAH
tngkan hati hamba,
jauhkan duka,
hilangkan derita,
buangkan lara.

aku yg.....

it's hard for me to...

salam

tetibe je aku rase nak tulis ttg...

kesusahan aku belajar handle handpiece guna tgn kanan..

semuanya bermula pd satu pagi yg sejuk (dlm lab prosto-masa prof hayati tgh wt demo class I)
time tu kitorg diberi tnjuk ajr ttg camner nk wt cvty class I technically (cam plek gk memula sbb wt lubang kt gg yg sound)
tetiba, bngkit la 1 isu ttg pggunaan handpiece oleh kaum2 yg kidal (hal ini demikian krn dlm lcture prof bgtaw yg sume kne gne tgn kanan-no exception)
jd,bermula la 1 perjalanan g sukar+perit (sbb aku mana la reti nak guna tgn knn utk wt kerja sgt2)
mula2 cm bersungguh gak la..
tp bila dh kena redo byk kali utk 36(O) gg frasaco, aku pn da give up..
rase cm ape je..(ye la, org len dh buat byk, tp kita ni msh ag terkial-kial blaja nk pgg handpiece tu)
masa tu kecewanya ALLAH saje yg taw (cam bese la, mula la terasa yg dentistry n i r not meant for each other~huhuhu)
tp ALHAMDULILLAH
practice makes perfect (xd la perfect pn tp kre ok la compared to memula dlu)

mak kate guna tgn kanan tu lebih berkat~insyaAllah

smg skill tgn kanan sy akan lebih baek dari hari ke hari

ya ALLAH,
permudahkan urusan hamba.

(maybe after this kne wat syarat kemasukan ke dentistry 1.berbakat dlm bidang seni, 2.righthanded or yg bleh gne both left n right hand-senang cket nk carve amalgam dlm mulut patient)

>wt jr2 yg lefthanded:
kali pertama berlatih guna handpiece tu jgn sekali-kali guna tgn kiri
igt! jgn gne tgn kiri, kalau tak, anda akan menyesal (xla menyesal pn tp nanti ssh nk gne tgn kanan)

k,ChOw~

hari last

harini merupakan hari last kelas tambahan utk Operative Technique 1 (optech)
sadly, i haven't finish da requirement...
not only me, tp rata2 kami xsiap lagi...
so,carry forward la..hehe

stress yg amat masa letak base utk amalgam filling..
sampai kalzinol tu set atas glass slab tu pn kalzinol tu masih degil untuk lekat
mengakibatkan ianya terpaksa dibancuh 3x (rasa bersalah sbb dental material adalah mahal)
n sekali ag membazir (kali ni bukan kalzinol tp amalgam)
tatkala nak tanggalkan matrix band+retainer dr 44 utk class II (D with occlusal lock) dgn jayanya amalgam yg dh di'pack' tu tanggal (langsung xbersisa dlm cvty 2)
menyebabkan aku keciwa yg terlalu amatlah sgt (sbb kononnye target nak dpt sign dr. utk base n filling class II yg dh siap cavity)

ape pn, aku ttp bersyukur krn drpd hny siap 1 class III (drpd 3 requirement), 1 class IV (out of 2) n 1 class V (also out of 2) sblm kelas tmbhn ni, berjaya gak aku wat cavity class II (yg agk ssh sbb 26 DO kena redo 2@3x-xigt sgt bpe kali kne redo gg 2)
n polish amalgam gne amalgam polishing kit (pengalaman pertama hehe excited gile sbb amalgam tu jd berkilat)
ALHAMDULILLAH, ALLAH permudahkan segala urusan kami..

so, isnin dpn dh start sem 2
kna bersungguh2..

ya ALLAH,
smg sem dpn adalah lebih baik dr sem ni..
permudahkan urusan kami dan berikan kami kejayaan...
amin....

~bubbye

jual

menjual atau utk yg lebih komersial kita kenali dgn panggilan berniaga merupakan 1 daripada perkara yg akan mendatangkan keuntungan kepada manusia sejagat..
contohnya seorang rakan saya menjual top-up, ada juga yg menjual minyak wangi 1drop perfume yg sgt popular (note that bkn jual minyak kat aweks) atau mungkin juga boleh jadi pengedar bio-aura.



i'm not goin' to share cara2 nak menjual ke ape
but i just want to write something that i don't like about jual
(i bet a lot of people also dislike it)
something about...........


jual ikan (i don't mean to b rude n please don't misunderstood this)
a.k.a
S.E.L.F.I.S.H

i have a lot of experience on this
(afaik laa..)
but let it b

cume terpanggil utk tulis sebab mengenangkan nasihat dr. dalam lab optech td..
kita hendaklah bekerjasama utk mengapai kejayaan..
'one nation work together for better health'
jd we s students also work together la for our future (s we r dental students, work for BDS la)

kita bersaing scr sihat
tp jgn sesekali kita jual ikan bila bersaing..

habis merapu..

cHoW~

i wonder

mmm.....
i wonder la kan
coz i kompius

y sumtym certain things r really hard to b forgotten
tp certain other things r differ

certain things r acceptable
yet another certain aren't



is it true dat
it is easy to forgive
yet it's really hard to forget
(unless u r suffer from dementia)

and is it true that
not forgetting equal to shall i say DENDAM?
(sumber dari rakan sebaya)


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lari tajuk....


nak habiskan wt cavity prep,
nak siapkan apply base/lining,
nak selesaikan pasang matrix band+retainer,
nak pack-in amalgam kat cavity yg dh d'prepare,
nak polish sume amalgam yg dah set at least 24hours,
nak dptkan master GP + siapkan obturate gg ant,
nak filling gg yg wt utk rct
aku dah lupe, tp kalu ad ag composite yg aku xfill, aku nak fill+polish..

secara konklusinya aku nak selesaikan requirement optech
i don't want 2.... ape2 je
yg penting, aku senang dengan aku punye cvty prep,base/lining (walaupun cam xpuas hati sgt), amalgam+composite+gic pny restoration n hasil akhir after polish...

dalam hujung sem1 (actually skang ni wktu cuti inter-sem) i feel ok la to use handpiece dgn tgn kanan..


ya ALLAH,
permudahkan urusan kami.



wonderland~

...

Alhamdulillah, i'm glad exam final sem1 da tamat
but i do feel a bit... (xtaw la ye rase pe)
huhu
sebab utamanya adalah...
RISAU....
ye, aku terlalu amat sangatlah risau akan subjek optech yg masih bnyak g requirement yg perlu dihabiskan..
kena la abehkan cti kt g.view...
tp ok la
at least x bz sgt n still de mse utk relax

apart from that,
mestilah sgt risau dgn result exam aritu...
sgt risau n takut...

~aku yg RISAU

bila mulut kata.....

bila mulut kata tak,
kadang2 hati kata ya

bila mulut kata tanak,
hati betul2 mahukannya

bila mulut kata benci,
hati terkadang suka

bila mulut kata takpe,
hati sebenarnya kisah

bila mulut tak kata,
hati xpandai nak luah

bila mulut salah kata,
hati pun jadi gundah


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aku yg penin