to be frank....

this post is dedicated especially for N (obviously not a real name)

N...

to be frank,

i am really feeling holy annoyed to you

please...

don't ask me why i do feel so

i just want to be HONEST

and not being hypocrite

N...

to be frank,

i am feeling very much to curse you

yeah...

it's true

and i am not lie to you

please...

again don't ask me why i do want to do so

it's just for my SATISFACTION

i wanted you to know that:

- i am a good friend but a bad enemy.

- i am a hot-tempered person.

- i am really hate of hypocrisy.

- i am really hard to hate a person unless s/he keep on repeating the same mistakes after being told not to do so.

'kalau itulah yang lelaki kategorikan sebagai lembut, aku rela tak jadi lembut di mata lelaki sampai bila-bila ~او كما قالت '

if you think you are good,

well..think again...

sorry for the hatred

a week...

isnin-25 jan 10

birthday hanisah yg ke 21....

ada ujian bertulis subjek hafazan...surah al-muzzammil..

the test was not okay...

lupa and tertukar perkataan..tertinggal ayat and perkataan..

selasa-26 jan 10

'salam,gtaw dak laen,pg ni kt lab tgkt 12'- just a simple msg from class rep to inform yg pg tu class kt tgkt 12...mcm2 assumption yg kitorg wat and bila sampai kat tgkt 12..barulah tahu...

pg tu ada practical behavioural science and oral health..COMMUNICATION!!!!!!!!!!

rabu-27 jan 10

lab-wat tooth setting

lecture pathology

lecture and a bit demo optech

khamis-28 jan 10

hari optech sedunia minggu ni..usually hari rabu

just ada class creative thinking and problem solving selama sejam

jumaat-29 jan 10

birthday farhah yg ke 21...

lecture dental materials dental technology

presentation pharmacology

...mmMMmm...

let me share something which i think interesting

- i just discover that several friends of mine do not know my real name- what a joke or it just me being soooo confident that we are friends
- i just know that milk can reduce our headache and dysmenorrhea but at the same time, it can cause git disturbances
- people usually getting happier when their leave their school's uniform- if you understand what i mean
- i just learn that flourosis only affected child whom his/her enamel does not completely develop yet i still do not get why an adult must use small amount of toothpaste with flouride

HEY, YOU!!!

hey, you!!!
stop saying words that make others feel like they want to slap your face...
stop acting something that make others feel like they want to vomit...
stop doing things that make people feel annoy to you...
stop making others increase their hatred to you...


STOP!!!

please...

i'm begging you......


please be thankful for what you have right now
please put yourself into others' shoes
please be concern to others' feelings


PLEASE....

i'm begging you!!!!!!!!


don't make me curse you in front of your face...
help me
and save me from cursing yourself....


HEY, YOU...

please help me...

I'M BEGGING YOU!!!

0_o

how hard could my heart be?
for not forgetting after forgiving another people...

how empty could my heart be?
for being lonely in the middle crowd...

how sad could my heart be?
for me to cry till all my tears are dry...

how difficult could my heart be?
for me not to understand my own feelings...

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i don't know what is happening to me
i don't know why is that so difficult to understand our own feelings

idk
idk
idk

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

am i normal??

kenapa ye..
kdg2 aku rasa macam dah tak centre?
adakah aku ni mengalami gangguan mental
atau menghidap masalah psikiatri?

kdg2 gak aku rasa cam ada gangguan emosi yg berlebihan
aku ni ada masalah mental ke?
ke ada gangguan apa2?

kenapa ngan aku ni???

-idk-

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