Another random things

It's nearly a month since last semester final exam
Which already been nearly a month my grandmother leave us all for good

Loosing someone is sad
But not being able to keep move on is worst

So, I've spent most of the semester break back in hometown

Things are different
The emotions
The surrounding
Even attitude

Not being there during the incidence had driven my feelings away from what others might have experienced
They certainly have their own sadness and pain
So, same goes to me

I'm used to similar situation and scenario
Well, not exactly the same
It was more or less playing with the same emotion

And Alhamdulillah
Allah give me strength to face the sadness
He even poured me with happiness by giving me a satisfactory grade for my favourite subjects
He sent a lot of  love messages from numbers of medium- making me realize how lucky I am for things to happen that way

My brother and my mom did asked me
If thing did turn out differently
What will happen to me?
Allah knows what will happen
So, things turn out the way it did
He spares my feeling during the examination
And He gives me a wonderful lesson

As I've been reading some book
I've found an interesting part of an originally a poem
"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference"


Before it's too late
I just want to say
I love you
I'm so sorry
Thank you so much


Congratulation Zakiah, Yumni dah masuk umur sebulan..
Moga membesar jadi mujahidah solehah :)

Dia lebih mengerti

Alhamdulillah
exam dah habis

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i never had the chance to ask what did she feels about me
i never had the chance to say my apology
i never had the chance to thanks for things that she did
i never had the chance to create lots of memory


Alhamdulillah
i'm glad that cons class was cancelled during that study leave
for it i decided to run away to settle the manuscript
i'm glad that i chose to run away to settle the manuscript
for it i decided to call my parents
i'm glad that i called my parents
for it i decided to go to my hometown
and i'm glad that i insisted to be in gv on sunday
for it i had the opportunity to take exams
Alhamdulillah


kita merancang
Allah juga merancang
Allah jualah sebaik-baik perancang


thank you family for you to spare my feelings
for sending me your prays when you are torn
for sending me thousand of cherish words while you were cried


thank you for giving birth to my mother
for which without her i will never be here
regardless the distance
this one spot in my heart will always be yours


minta maaf
halalkan segalanya


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bukankah Allah telah berjanji
setiap yang hidup pasti akan merasai mati

week-end

masih tak ada mood lagi untuk belajar as usual
siap beli novel dan of course, dah beli haruslah baca
tengok cerita tak berkesudahan
pening kepala sebab side effects of meds
dengar lagu tak ingat dunia

boleh atau tidak sekiranya study leave itu tak digunakan untuk apa-apa aktiviti di kampus?

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you 

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay

I'm falling to pieces 

I'm falling to pieces 

I'm falling to pieces

-breakeven, the script- 

satu perkara telah berakhir

Alhamdulillah ya Allah

at last
this thing has come to its end
rasa lega sangat-sangat

but i do feel a kind of frustration for things that happen
to whom
i don't want to mention because i did mention it somewhere else
why
don't want to mention it too because i also did mention it somewhere else

btw
congratulations to all
menang atau kalah tak jadi hal
except when you really want to win that badly
the most important thing is that you guys have shown a very good effort and a wonderful job

thanks to all for making the seemingly impossible to become possible



p/s: please, next time don't make faces and don't laugh. no matter how stupid it sounded, at least show some respect to human being because that is human rights.



rasa macam nak jalan-jalan menjauh dari semua ni buat masa sekarang

tulisan

bila kau dapat patient refer
dan kau rasa give up nak ambil tahu apa yang ada dalam rekod patient
sebab tulisan yang ada kat dalam tu macam cacing kerawit
or cakaran ayam


come on people
tolonglah tulis sesuatu yang boleh dibaca
permudahkanlah urusan orang lain


aku cuba membayangkan lecturer yang sedang menanda kertas exam
memang boleh muntah dengan jenis tulisan yang sangatlah tak boleh dibaca

jalan-fikir-tulis

bila benda yang kita paling suka atau sayang mengecewakan kita
rasa macam kita adalah manusia yang paling sedih
padahal
hikmah yang datang pun tak berani nak mengetuk pintu hati kita
sebab di pintu hati itu ada mangga solex yang besar siap dengan rantai besi




kata seorang doktor
" think and act like a doctor because a title comes with responsibilities"
kata saya
" insyaAllah, i'll try my best to please my patient and most importantly to please Allah"





ya Allah
peganglah hati ini agar tidak lari dari pandanganMu



kamu,
sometimes being me is not easy


saya,
perbaharui dan perbetul niat untuk segalanya


benar,
terkadang syukur itu lebih susah berbanding sabar


to you,
i'm sorry if i let you down

perlibahasa

tak pandai menari
salahkan lantai tak rata


kalau laba bercikun-cikun
buruk diberitahu orang


pipit tuli makan berhujan
tak ditahan padi habis
hendak ditahan baju basah


siapa berketuk
ialah yang bertelur











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