Wednesday, October 31, 2012

personality tests??



bosan..
jadi i isi masa lapang dengan buat personality testS
(note the big S there)
maklumlah
lately dah rasa macam tak kenal diri sendiri
and the results were...

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself

You tend to pursue many different activities simultaneously. When misfortune does happen, it doesn't actually dishearten you all that much.
You have a peaceful mind, viewing the world with calm and serenity. To you, life is not about struggle and strife but about existence and co-existence.
You like following the rules and being objective. You are precise and meticulous, and like to evaluate decisions before making them.
You have a sunny, cheerful disposition.

Quiet, kind and conscientious. Can be depended on to follow through. Usually puts the needs of others above their own needs. Stable and practical, they value security and traditions. Well-developed sense of space and function. Rich inner world of observations about people. Extremely perceptive of other’s feelings. Interested in serving others.


btw
these are just random personality tests that i did just to kill time
(which is more to wasting time i guess)
idk whether it is applicable or not




Saturday, October 20, 2012

hmmmmm


we tend to behave like people that we love

if the person likes to lie
we tend to tell lies

if the person likes to curse
we tend to curse others

it the person isn't loyal
we tend to be unfaithful

that's why
we need to choose in order to like people
especially to love them


p/s: i think i like you :)







Sunday, October 14, 2012

change in colour




it looks like this isn't very pleasant


sedih


even my non-dental mom realizes that my tooth is discoloured


sedih


feel like wearing the mask 24/7


sedih


doctor said that sooner or later it'll be discoloured
and i think
we never expected it will be this soon


sedih


will internal beaching be sufficient?
will it requires veneer?
or will it ends up with crown?


sedih




but, still
Alhamdulillah
at least i still have my tooth in place
it's just less aesthetic




rasamacamtaknakbukamulut (ye lah tu kucingred)



nota kaki: i think they all mesti tertanya-tanya what's with it






Saturday, October 13, 2012

hati itu milik siapa?



baru-baru ni masa otw nak ke kampus di pagi hari
terdengar satu lagu dari corong radio
kadang-kadang bila dengar lagu
macam-macam cerita yang cuba nak disampaikan
pagi tu dengar lagu 'aku yang tersakiti'
kalau tak pernah dengar
klik sini


rasanya dapat membayang kesakitan hati orang yang menyanyi tu
lirik lagu yang straight forward tak menyembunyikan langsung apa yang orang tu rasa
sampaikan kita yang mendengar ni pun terbuai dalam emosi dia
membuatkan terfikir
boleh ke seorang manusia ni rasa sangat cinta pada seseorang
sampaikan bila dah takde jodoh
sanggup dia minta tuhan hilangkan perasaan cinta dia
supaya dia boleh move on


as for me
it's sounded quite unrealistic
tapi
ada juga saya tanya pandangan orang lain
dan ada 1 jawapan yang membuatkan saya berfikir dengan mendalam
kata kawan saya
memang akan ada orang rasa macam apa yang lirik lagu tu tulis
bilamana dalam hati dia tak ada cinta kepada Allah
sebab
kalau dia simpan ruang di hati dia untuk cinta pada Allah
dia takkan sayangkan seseorang tu melebihi Allah
dan Allah jua yang mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hamba-hambaNya


membuatkan saya berfikir
hati saya ni bagaimana??


ya Allah
moga tidak dihilangkan rasa kebergantungan padaMu









Tuesday, October 9, 2012

pedih



keadaan yang kucar-kacir
dengan masing-masing dah penat
masa yang singkat
orang yang ramai
muka yang ketat

at last
lost control over my own-self

sudahnya
diri sendiri pun terluka


asifni




Monday, October 8, 2012

syukur


pernah tak satu ketika tu
bila mana kita rasa macam takde siapa pun dalam dunia ni yang faham apa yang kita rasa
membuatkan kita rasa cemburu dengan semua orang yang ada di sekeliling kita
sebab kita rasa mereka ada kehidupan yang sangat sempurna di mata kita
rasa yang membebankan hati
sampailah satu saat
bila mereka yang kelihatan sangat sempurna itu
datang dan meluahkan apa yang wujud dalam hati mereka pula
kitaran yang sama
berulang kali

"... dan sememangnya sedikit sekali di antara hamba-hambaKu yang bersyukur" [34:13]

memang pun
susahnya nak rasa bersyukur

orang putih pun ada cakap
the grass looks greener on the other side



kata orang
sabar itu walaupun susah
tapi tetap lebih senang dari syukur


as for me
i do think so
walaupun aku ni kurang bersabar
tapi nak ada rasa bersyukur tu lebih susah

benda simple la
makanan tak sedap, complain
patient lambat, complain
makanan ada bawang goreng, complain
semua pun nak complain la

satu lagi
bila kita bersyukur
kita tak takut jadi miskin
insyaAllah tak bakhil


Allah
permudahkanlah jalan kami



kata ustaz
harta kita yang sebenarnya adalah apa yang kita sedekahkan
maksudnya harta i seciput je la..
huhu






Wednesday, October 3, 2012

ralat



terlalu bergantung barangkali
hingga tak pandai berdikari


terlalu berharap mungkin
hingga memilih terasa sukar



thanx mr google


terserah anda mahu menterjemahkannya bagaimana










Tuesday, October 2, 2012

distance



sometimes
it keeps us close


sometimes
it torn us apart



and i hate that distance
which brings you far away from me
far away from our memories
far that i couldn't reach you



and i hate that moments
when we were so close
but i just realize that
i don't really know you


literally or metaphorically
that distance create a noise
noise that will change things
which does not happen twice