Monday, January 31, 2011

mOnDaY... it's monday!

today is my turn for cons clinic
monday is always a hectic day for clinical session
it turn out this way because
we turn out very stress on monday (sebab semua orang malas nak pergi sekolah)
our supervisors turn out very stress on monday (cikgu pun malas nak pergi sekolah)
and patients tend to cancel their appointment last minute on monday (patient pun stress nak pergi sekolah kitorang)

monday is somehow very unsuitable day for clinical session

it happen again
my patient cancelled the appointment
but at least i know that this patient is a very compliance patient
unlike the previous one..
so, i called my other patientS
in case they can come on the spot (sort of emergency patient la ni)
but as i expected
none of them can make it

i was wandering on the 15th floor menara b mpaj
and suddenly dr. zurairah asked whether any of us doesn't have patient for today's clinic
a 31 yo male coming to the clinic and willing to be treated by students
what a relief, Alhamdulillah

and there starts another e&d part I for cons clinic
and this was my first time taking pa radiograph for my patient (i only took several bw's before-jakun giler kot)

as i like to talk a lot
i talk so many things with my patient
his wife is a nurse
and these are some points that we talked

P: adik ni lama lagi ke belajar? ke dah tahun akhir?
K: urrrmmm saya tahun 3, nak masuk tahun 4
P: belajar 4 tahun ek??
K: tak la, we all belajar 5 tahun
P: oooo.. kira tak lama dah la ni?
K: iAllah, kalau tak de masalah apa, tak lama lagi saya habis belajar...
P: nanti adik jadi dr. la kan?
K: a.. dr. gigi
P: amek course ni memang minat ek?
K: (alamak.. camne nak jawab ni???huk huk) aaaaa... urmmmm.. nak kata minat tu takde la sangat... it's more to ..............
tetibe, dr. pun datang..


Friday, January 28, 2011

here it comes the end of the weekdays of this week

this week is so full of drama

dramas people

spell it D-R-A-M-A-S

dramaS

seriously

it was and still very tiring

huhu...

after a seriously cramped, packed jammed examS

feels like dying

and guess what???

i am dying

for real people

dying

but....

all praises to Allah

He still give me the opportunity for me to change

for being a better me of course

the day after the incidence

it's my turn for prostho clinic

and my patient didn't come

i called her so many times

she didn't even picked her phone up

it was totally a mess!

luckily my supervisor gave her permission for me to call the other patient of mine

and Alhamdulillah

things were under control on that clinic session

thanx a lot to partner, faez

and for today paediatric clinic

all of us have no patient at all

due to several problem

but we got the permission from supervisor to get our teeth cleaned by our friend (but of course, i'm not getting my teeth to be scaled because i'm afraid and currently in a state of pain)

and tomorrow

we are going to pj for our-so-not-remember-time of community service

may Allah ease our way

iAllah

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

alhamdulillah ya Allah

berakhir sudah 3 hari yang sangat menyeksakan buat kami

sangat dasyat

tapi alhamdulillah

walaupun teruk

selesai sudah


sekarang kita fikir perkara yang bakal datang, iAllah

esok klinik

jumaat klinik plus ada moq

sabtu community service yg ke berapa ntah

rabu minggu depan iAllah exam OPOM (mengapakah exam lagi???)

sabtu, walimah Munirah

iAllah, semoga segalanya berjalan seperti perancangan

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

ya Allah

permudahkan urusan kami

kerana sesungguhnya, Kau lebih mengerti

permudahkanlah ya Allah

dihantui atau menghantui??

dalam mood cuti2 malaysia ni
i telah dihantui oleh 2 perkara
haish...
perkara2 tersebut adalah
1. exam mid sem berformatkan osce dan meq
2. denture patient

serius
both this things drive me nuts
arrrggghhhhh
okay
sampai mimpi segala
sangat membebankan kepala otaks i ok

hadoooooi
stress la ini macham

auntie
ini gigi palsu
banyak kelja kena buat

uncle
you punya gigi i kena kasi tampal dulu
kalau tak tampal
nanti bila buat itu gigi balu
itu dawai sangkut itu tempat

acik
saya kena bawak acik masuk klinik untuk gusi dulu
lepas dah settle masalah gusi
baru saya boleh buat gigi tu

encik
gigi encik ni saya kena cabut dulu
mana-mana yang perlu saya kena tampal dulu
dan encik kena masuk klinik gusi dulu sebab ada gigi yang dah goyang
dah siap semua tu
baru kita buat gigi palsu k

saya nak patient full-full

T__T

huk
exam tinggal brape hari je lagi
tapi
notes serius bertimbun
tak masuk lagi yang takde notes
which kena baca buku teks (mungkin tanpa pedoman)
huhu
nanges!!!


ya Allah
permudahkan urusan saya
dan kami semua

amin

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

jadual...schedule..

iAllah..
ni adalah jadual belajar kami di semester 6.2

isnin
8:00-10:00 MOQ
10:00-12:30 Cons clinic
2:00-5:00 GM (lecture+skill lab)

selasa
8:00-9:00 BHSC
9:00-10:00 CD
10:00-11:30 Prostho tutorial
11:30-12:30 D&I lecture
2:00-3:00 GS lecture
3:00-5:00 GS skill lab/tutorial

rabu
8:00-9:00 Cons lecture
9:00-10:00 Ortho lecture
11:30-12:30 OPOM lecture
2:00-5:00 Ortho/Perio practical

khamis
8:00-9:00 OS/Perio lecture
9:00-12:30 Prostho clinic
2:00-4:30 Cons/OS clinic

jumaat
8:00-9:00 Paed lecture
9:00-12:00 Paed/Perio clinic

ni pulak jadual exam lepas naik cuti ni.. grrrr

isnin
9:00-12:00 OSCE I
conservative dentistry
prosthodontics
orthodontics
paediatric dentistry
3:00-5:00 MEQ I
conservative dentistry
prosthodontics

selasa
9:00-12:00 OSCE II
oral and maxillofacial surgery
oral pathology oral medicine
periodontology
diagnostic and imaging
2:30-4:00 OSCE III
general medicine
general surgery

rabu
9:00-12:00 MEQ II
oral and maxillofacial surgery
periodontology
diagnostic and imaging



ya Allah,
permudahkan urusan kami

amin

Monday, January 17, 2011

cuti ke?

sekarang ni kami tengah cuti mid-sem
mid-sem break people
but sadly
it just like no break at all *sigh*

a lot of things need to be done
exams...
exams...
exams...
arrrgggghhhhh
boring!
rasa baru je sudah final sem 1
ni dah exam lagi
gimme break la weh
penat la asek exam je
huh

after that
think of patients
patients
patients
patients
patients untuk fillings (it suppose to be patient untuk fillings cause i've only one patient for cons)
patients untuk dentureS (see the capital S for denture for lots of sooooooo precise small tiny little procedures+cons works if your patients are partially dentate)
patient untuk perio (mine only gingivitis..maybe i need to start searching for the real perio patients)
patients for extractions (soooo need to find patients cause it's hard to find teeth to be extracted nowadays)
paediatric patients (luckily university help us to reach school children)

sempat ke nak issue at least seketul denture sem ni..huhu

ya Allah
permudahkanlah

amin
dunia ini sekadar persinggahan

jadikan ia kebun akhirat

sesungguhnya manusia yang paling bijak ialah mereka yang mengingati mati

ingat!

sesungguhnya dari Allah kita datang

kepada Allah kita kembali

apabila ajal itu sampai

maka tidak cepat walau sesaat

dan tidak pula ia lambat walau sesaat



ya Allah,
matikan saya dalam iman..

amin

Saturday, January 15, 2011

He grant me a life

along with families and friends

indeed i need to change

it's a must i guess


rabbi yassir wa la tu'assir


Allah knows

Allah knows better than anyone of us

He knows every tears that shed from your eyes
He knows every thoughts that's in your mind
He knows each and every single things that anyone else do not know

He knows how you can bear the suffer
so He testing you
He knows that you can smile in pain
so He put you in such situation
He knows how strong can you face the situation
so He takes people that you care

He doing things not for being unfair
not being bias
not being cruel

He did things because He knows
He knows you better than anyone else
He knows you better than you knowing you yourselves

He accepts you when everyone left
He loves you when everyone hate
He hears you when nobody's listen
He will never ever leave you alone even if you left Him

He knows everything
so, stop giving up..
but
because
you are merely a human being...

btw, it's ok to cry

tq Allah

Monday, January 10, 2011

kucingred, bersyukurlah..

susah nak guna tangan kanan dalam klinik?

bersyukurlah, sekurangnya kamu masih punya tangan...

susah belajar dentistry ni?

bersyukurlah, sekurangnya kamu masih berpeluang untuk terus belajar...

ingat, masih ramai manusia di dunia ini yg lebih malang dari kamu
kenapa kamu terus-terusan mengeluh?
Dia menguji kamu supaya kamu ingat kepadaNya
bukankah selama ini kamu lupa?
bukankah Dia telah berjanji
bersama kesusahan itu pasti ada kesenangan
maka
berlapang dadalah atas ujian yang menimpa
kerana Dia tahu
kamu mampu mengharungi
sabar ya...
Dia tahu apa yang terbaik buat kamu


kucingred: baik!!!

aku memaksudkannya

aku memaksudkannya

aku memaksudkannya

aku benar-benar memaksudkannya


haha
aku baru bayar bil celcom
sudah boleh online

YOU!!
sooooooo sick of you
frankly speaking
idc and idm
haha
ttym

perlukah menjaga hati dan perasaan manusia yg selalu bikin hati terasa panas yg mana dia suka fikir kepala otak dia saja?
sekadar 1 monolog dalaman
no offence k
sapa terpijak tahi dia yg berbau busuk..hehe

chow

Saturday, January 1, 2011

ledakan perasaan

Alhamdulillah, syukur
selepas berpuluh kali cuba nak buka ewadi untuk tengok result final sem 5
dapat jugak mengakses laman tersebut hari khamis petang tu
kesian kami di sini
masuk sem 6 lebih sebulan
bahkan mid sem pun kira-kira lagi dua minggu
tapi result tu diperam-peram
haish....

Alhamdulillah, segala puja dan puji bagi Allah
lulus subjek muamalat
sangat lega kerana pencapaian agak tidak memberangsangkan untuk subjek itu sebenarnya

result yang lain...
Alhamdulillah, average...
tidak seperti rakan-rakan lain yang berkepuk-kepuk A dan A-
saya punya result biasa saja
tapi saya bersyukur :)

semoga tahun ini saya lebih rajin untuk belajar
saya tidak mahu viva lagi