Monday, October 10, 2011

emo

if i can accept you for who you are
regardless everything i didn't and don't like from you
why can't you do the same?
life is not only about you

pathetic me



Sunday, October 9, 2011

royan...



jom ambik public health



sebab

aku nak jadi boss




aku tak nak buat prostho


tak mahu scaling


tak nak pening2 wat shade selection untuk anterior teeth punya restoration


tak nak sakit kepala dengan karenah budak-budak



oral medicine pun ok kot...

oral surgery paling best kot
tapi rasanya tak mampu
sebab aku malas nak baca buku



ortho pun cam best
tapi...
tak tahulah









p/s: kemeroyanan sebab pening nak wat report elektif :(

Friday, October 7, 2011

please, make it clear!

have you ever been in the situation where you are meant to express something
but then it appears to be understood as something else
and you are not been given any opportunity to explain yourself from the situation
and you are being marked as something that are so unpleasant
and to make thing worst
it is keeping on being mention as if you had already dead without them thinking of how would you feel on that repetition

pathetic
it was and is the word to describe things
that had happen to tear us apart
it is and was the word that worth tears
that had happen with a misunderstanding

when i used to be confident
you said that i am cocky
when i am being humble
you said that people will loose their confident in me

one thing that i want right now is
for you to tell me what should i do
in order to meet your expectation
and not hurting myself again and again

Thursday, October 6, 2011

ouch!!! that's hurt!

it's just pain
pain to swallow the truth
pain to learn the fact
pain to know that things wouldn't be the same

just accepting the fact that i am not comparable with you
i know you are good while i'm not
so, stop making me feel bad
and stop making me sad

is it too much to ask for?


ramble

sometimes it's just so hard to move on...
especially when someone has a very high expectation from you
it does sometime seems like i don't care
in fact i do mind
don't make me feel guilty for what had happen
and don't make me sad by not meeting the expectations
i'm merely a human being
i do make mistakes
and i'm still learning
i'm a student, not a dentist yet
and i kind of dislike the compare and `contra' session (you know what i mean)
i really do mean it



o Allah please ease our way


insyaAllah
rabbi sahhilna

di sebalik kepayahan
di situlah kekuatan
tekad hati azimat di perjalanan
menuju impian
-mimpiyangindah@mestica-




Wednesday, October 5, 2011

something....

don't touch someone's heart if you don't mean it

we are old and mature enough to take things seriously

a lil bit emo there



p/s: just another writing in expressing someone's feeling




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let us pray together for safety and guidance from Allah


one of my seniors was diagnosed with stage II bone cancer
please pray for him as well
thanx :)


Monday, October 3, 2011

discriminate...antara sedar atau tidak

dealing with human being
with some-one
some that can talk
can think
can express
have emotions
have feelings
and for being one
for some reasons
i've discriminate
believe it or not
for at least
once
it can't be helped
and being judgmental it is
keeping in the very own mind
hoping it will ends soon
in fact it doesn't
and keep on growing
like being nurture happily
haha
how sarcastic it is
hoping for changes
while there were no efforts
and still hoping
without realizing
how important being neutral
solving problems
and soothing mind
but sometimes
IT CAN'T BE HELPED!





p/s: i just want to write and i wrote things randomly.. no hard feelings :)