belief or truth???

it was not long ago

i studied and took PMR at smkaks

which then

i studied and sat for SPM at integomb

which then brought me here, usim

during my fourth and fifth former

i believed that i kind of dislike biology- with a few exception

and also believed that am not going to discover more on biology

in fact i believed that biology and i are not meant for each other

when i first entered tamhidi pergigian usim

still am disliking biology

but after sometimes

i learn how to like something that i used to disliked

but the like component is not that much

not enough to make me feels like taking another deep part of biology- as what i believed

when a friend of mine said that i will enter faculty of dentistry

there were combination of feelings

but then when i got the offer letter

it was like am i dreaming??

seriously

i never ever, not even once thought that i will learn to become a dentist

but it's okay with me

just go with the flow i guess

but never know that a dental student must

carve waxes

make out dentures etc

hardship and pain i have to endure

but to be honest

dejection sometimes do conquer my heart

having myself emotionally unstable is pain

but unable to help my friends whom are in pain is doubling my pain

going to third year in next semester, is the truth

and i believe that upcoming semesters will be better- with Allah's willing

may all 27 of us will be graduating on the same time

amin~

when a stranger call

i really hate it!!

HATE!!!!

put the blame on who?

recently i read lots of writes on how bad treated medical doctors are in government hospitals

i also read on how dissatisfied people in our country on polices

when hospital staffs being rude to doctors

there must be some reasons for that

the doctors need to accept their mistakes

and the staffs should give advices

when citizen dissatisfy polices

there must be some reasons for that

the polices should to listen the critics

and people out there should be thankful of their existence

we need each others

that is the concept

if,

doctors keep on complaining they are bad treated

citizens always dissatisfy polices

so,

hospital staffs quit

polices just stay at home watching tv etc

hence,

nobody helping doctors

nobody protecting us

stop blaming others

reflect ourselves

things always happen for reasons

put the blame on ourselves

that would be better :)

i want to let it go...please!!!

i know i can't change the past

that is the reason for me to let it go

i've tried to endure it

but i can't

i've tried so many times

yet it's too hard

it's already 4 years

yet the memories are still fresh

as if it happen few moments ago

please, help me to let it go

please...

telling others lies....mmmmm

everybody lies..

that's what dr. house said

telling others lies are for some reasons

sometimes you do not want people that you love and care to hurt

so, you telling them lies

but the fact is

it is double or triple hurt when the real thing is revealed

the pain of telling lies is not only the listener feels

the one who tell the lies also hurt

it's like denying yourself from what you really feels

and somewhat it is disturbing your life

i'm not a perfect person

i do sometimes tell lies

by just hoping that

the lies is better for both of us

sometimes it's really hard to face reality

home

Alhamdulillah

siap juga denture....

ok x ok, itu yg terbaik...

reflection clinical attachment pun dah hantar...

at last...

home sweet home...

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hati ini, Dia saja yg mengerti

permudahkan ya Allah

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happy mother's day to all mothers out there :)

a week in kedah

tiba di alor setar pagi sabtu, 24 april

malam tidur di hotel bersama family che pah

berjalan sekitar alor setar pada hari ahad bersama family che pah, 25 april

the main agenda: clinical attachment

26 april- klinik pergigian telok wanjah

merupakan klinik pakar yg menempatkan 2org pakar iaitu

Dr. Noordin- pakar periodontik

dan seorg pakar orthodontic yg berkursus

berpeluang melihat minor surgery, episectomy yg dilakukan oleh dr. Noordin

27 april- klinik pergigian alor setar

klinik outpatient yg dijaga oleh dr. Azlina dan menempatkan seorang pakar restorative yg sedang cuti bersalin

berpeluang menyaksikan aktiviti tampalan, cabutan, scaling, MMR

28 april- klinik pergigian alor setar

dr. Asyikin memberi oral health education kpd ibu mengandung

berkunjung ke klinik statik sekolah rendah taman uda dan pasukan pergigian bergerak ditemani sister Hasenah

29 april- hospital sultanah bahiyah

klinik pakar paedodontic dan OMF (my favourite)

malangnya di paedo tiada pesakit

OMF byk yg diperhatikan n one word to describe it- BEST!!!!

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on 28, ada ular dlm bilik kitorg ok...

sgt menakutkan

sgt best, sgt menarik, sgt gembira

all of the dental team are very warm and gentle....

kalau rating dari 1-10, i'll give them all 10...

seriously, ada sense of belonging la :)

so, kena study leklok la pasni k....