rage with all my heart

warning: this post may contain impolite words. to those who do not like cruelty, you are advised to leave this page a.s.a.p. tq!

i don't know when this kind of feelings start to develop

YOU!

i am so sorry

i'm very sorry

i've tried with all my heart to forget what you have done to me

but i'm just a so stubborn and super ego 21 years old female

i cannot help myself to forget what had happen

i cannot help myself from hating you

it just cannot be helped!

YOU!

don't ask me where did you go wrong

don't even dare to ask me what are your mistakes

because it just a lot

too long to be listed

and i am too tired to list it for you

YOU!

i don't know what else to do

the feeling of love and friendship that surround us before already fade

not only fade i guess

it breaks

and causing me to suffer a lot of pain

YOU!

i hope you will not do things that will cause me to hate you more

because it is difficult for me to hate people

and guess what

you are tough enough to make me hate you with all my heart

i appreciate your strength

YOU!

for all the sadness from your words

for all the hatred from your actions

for all the negative feelings from what you have done

i forgive you

but,

i am sorry

because along with my forgiveness

i cannot forget all those things

i keep on repeating it in my mind

i am not deleting your messages

so that i will keep on remember what you did and be more careful

am i being too cruel???

kucingred: no, it just a kind of self defense

to YOU!

so sorry i just hate you

bubbye~