mmmm

right now

to be specific

at this moment

i don't want to go for another treatment

and to be specific

dental treatment

insyaAllah

tomorrow afternoon

i will finish the 5 day course of metronidazole a.k.a flagyl

and hopefully

there is no another course of antibiotics to be taken after this

Alhamdulillah

the severe pain is reduced

and it's changing in its pattern

now, i'm just having an intermittent pain

and pain on biting

even the pain still annoys me a lot

yet it improves

not disturbing my sleep

not disturbing my study

not causing me to cry

not causing me difficulties during biting (even though it's still pain on biting, yet it's far much better than before lor..)

and that is one of the reason that causing me avoiding another treatment

i am afraid that treatment will cause me to feel another series of pain

which this is my greatest concern in seeing a dentist at the moment

i am grateful right now

even the pain killer still does not kill the pain

but the pain is reduced and can be tolerated by myself

i'm hoping that the next appointment is going to be in the next semester

can or not?

because

i don't want to experience pain during the exam week

it's too much disturbing

thank you Allah

for giving me the opportunity to feel the pain

that makes me being grateful for the state of well being and healthy

thank you Allah

for another experience

another day

another test