saya masih lagi takut

dentist or doktor gigi

bila cakap pasal doktor gigi, sakit gigi ni memang kebanyakan orang akan rasa takut

i would not blame them for feel such thing sebab saya sendiri setelah hampir 3 tahun berada dalam bidang ni masih lagi takut akan dentist

tak tahu kenapa, mengapa, bagaimana

tapi membayangkan diri sendiri berada di atas dental chair dengan mulut yang terbuka tu saja dah buat saya rasa berdebar

and if i were to imagine the pain, of course the anxiety become greater

entahlah..

as far as i could remember, i never had a bad experience in dental care during childhood

but the anxiety of seeing dentist is quite bad..huhu

saya pun tak tahu macam mana

even if i go to dental clinic untuk temankan my mum or brother, still rasa macam nak pecah jantung sebab sangat berdebar

i have several filled teeth which the procedures was painless (as far as i remember la kan)

a root canal treated tooth which already been extracted

tapi nak katanya even dah banyak kali jumpa dentist

dah banyak kali buat treatment (which are painless)

still i cannot hold myself from the anxiety

huhu...

am i going to be scared towards my own self?

Allah, buangkanlah ketakutan itu dari hati hamba...

idea(s) anyone?