i don't blame you

i don't blame you when you said you are stupid when your marks is obviously higher than me

i blame myself for not praising you for the good grades that you have

i don't blame you for letting me cry and tense alone

i blame myself for letting you to watch me crying

i don't blame you for not telling me the truth about everything that happen to you

i blame myself for not be able to be a good friend to you

i don't blame you for the feel of sucks that you have even when you are better than me

i blame myself for not congratulating you for each and every achievements of yours

i don't blame you when you are tense on your workloads

i blame myself for letting you to become a leader when i know you can't

i don't blame you for making me hating you like hell

i blame myself for the feeling that i can't resist to feel

i don't blame you for making me cursing you like a mad hatter

i blame myself for expecting things too high from you

i don't blame you for making me to called you a hypocrite

i blame myself for trusting you in the first place

indeed

i don't blame you for everything that happen

i blame myself for my feelings

for my emotions

for my expectations

i don't blame you for what had happen

i blame myself for everything

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