tak faham

tak faham dengan masalah gigi sendiri

or

mungkin saya saja yang rasa begitu

tolong..

lateral border of tongue saya adalah sakit

sekian, tq

long time dear...special post to besties integomb

ya Allah....

it's like for years saya tak jumpa my best buddies kat integomb dulu

especially nab, farid and nisa

and thanks to You, for giving us an opportunity untuk berjumpa on last friday (only farid, nisa and me w/o nab)

seriously it was fun

lots of stories, memories and things yang kita share

faridah is a dental student in egypt and nisa is a civil engineering student in utp

nisa sebenarnya dulu nak amek dentistry and me was actually nak amek engine but it ends up she's taking engine while me taking dentistry :) and farid mmg nak amek dentistry sejak dr sekolah lagi :)

now, each one of us dah ada dalam path masing-masing and i hope all of us akan berjaya :)

we've already lost contact dgn nab ever since dia habis matrik...but recently we've found out yg dia ada kt mmu amek law... also pray the best for her...

to nisa, farid and nab...

love you guys so much.. still remember doing all those stupid things during zaman sekolah..enjoy our outing together and all those things...love and miss u guys so much

may our friendship remains and semoga persahabatan kita diredhaiNya...

terperangkap

terperangkap dalam ketakutan yang bersarang di hati
terperangkap dalam kemalasan yang memuncak

terperangkap dalam lautan kebencian

terperangkap dalam ayat-ayat cinta

terperangkap dalam kegelapan dan kesunyian

things are always difficult when one is self obsessive

things are always thought to be like that unless something better is happening

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this is nice thing to share :)

http://fc01.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2010/201/c/0/Because_he_is_a_muslim____by_Nayzak.swf

when any 'budak sekolah agama' makes a mistake or treats people in a bad manner- people say "ni lah dia budak sekolah agama" - annoying sungguh especially when that particular mistake or bad manner is just small little tiny one (kalau yang melampau tu memang patut la jgk nak condemn ke ape)

which actually in this link saying that

when any muslim makes a mistake or treats people in a bad manner- people say "Islam is the reason"

dilema seorang dentist to be- insyaAllah

saya stress skang ni

sangat stress

tapi bukan sebab exam yang bakal menjelang ni

tapi saya stress tentang kesihatan pergigian saya

macam mana ni

tadi saya secara tak sengaja telah men'detect' 3 carious lesion baru kat gigi saya

semalam saya ter'detect' 2 ketul secondary caries juga pada gigi saya

dan sememangnya ada beberapa lesion yg terang-terangan adalah caries yang ada sejak dulu kala tapi telah diabaikan kewujudannya oleh individu yang berkenaan termasuklah diri saya

saya sangat stress...

sejak perm mand right 1st molar saya dah xde

saya jadi takut...

takut if saya kena pakai denture di usia muda rumaja..huhu nanges...

dah la aritu dr. cakap gigi saya mobile.. (takut tak??)

pastu ada lak gigi yang non-vital... (stress tak??)

pastu ada gak kemungkinan yang gigi supernumerary saya takde akar.. (serabut tak??)

huhu....saya dalam dilema...

and saya sangat stress dengan oral condition saya

saya cuma nak condition orally fit je skang ni

tinggi sangat ke permintaan saya ni???

goodbye dear

it's almost 15 years you are with me

almost 15 years you never leave me

all the happiness and all the tears we've face together

thank you for every happiness you gave me

thank you for the pain that you caused

thank you for the tears when i cannot bear

thank you for holding on until the very end

for not taking good care of you, i'm so sorry

for the pain that i caused you to feel, totally sorry

for the pain you caused me to feel, at least i know that i still have you

for crying because of you, i realize that you are there

thank you for everything

and goodbye dear

permanent mandibular right first molar, 46

i'm gonna miss you

thanks again for holding on until the very end...

tq

1530

hate me

hate me

if you want to

hate me

if that makes you feel better

hate me

if only that can kill of your tears

HATE ME!!!

this week

isnin, en.yusof FPSK telah kembali ke rahmatullah n my appointment with dr. was cancelled to thursday (meaning that hari khamis tu dr kena tgk 2 kes)

selasa, pembentangan cd crohn's disease tunda...ok a lil bit lega, tp bengang gak sbb mlm tu tido lambat utk siapkan slide n study benda alah tu.....jr first yr daftar kt fod

rabu, makan bersama junior 1st yr girls kt umah kitorg B15-15..basically ok je..makanan berlebih sampai...

khamis, appointment i tunda lagi coz dr kena p nilai...masuk klinik untuk wat pre-clinical session utk subjek conservative dentistry. ptg tu ada pengenalan dsc and tayangan video. malam lak ada white coat ceremony and anugerah pelajar cemerlang... tahniah to haziq, kak ya, che pah, kak wahida and kak huda...

jumaat, kelas muamalat yg stress itu and treasure hunt

sabtu, ada telematch and god willing malam ni ada dinner bersama staff

tolong

ya Allah,

tolong saya

saya tak nak membenci

sebab kalau saya dah benci

saya takkan suka

ya Allah,

tolong saya

cantikkan apa yang saya lihat

sebab kalau saya terlihat yang tidak cantik

yang cantik saya lupakan

ya Allah,

tolong saya

indahkan apa yang saya dengar

sebab kalau saya dengar yang tidak indah

saya akan lebih ingat

ya Allah,

tolong saya

jauhkan dari buruk sangka

sebab kalau saya buruk sangka

saya takkan berpatah balik

ya Allah,

tolong saya

tetapkan hati saya dengan agamaMu

sebab hanya Kau yang boleh tolong saya

kerana saya milikMu

ya Allah,

tolong saya

tuntun saya ke jalan yang Kau redhai

kerana tiada yang lain boleh tuntun saya

jika tanpa izinMu

ya Allah,

tolong saya

bantu saya

sebab tiada siapa dapat berikan pertolongan sebaik pertolonganMu

kerana Kau Maha Berkuasa ke atas kami

ya Allah,

tolong saya...

bengang bukan bangang

i memang tak suka if the first day of the week is started with simply shipan things which then will eventually affecting the rest of the week...

i bengang bukan bangang k...

ok i memang bengang tahap dewa taw....

hey uolls

kalu uolls tak puas hati cakap la

seriously where the fish all the professionalism that uolls always said and talk about

i taw la i ni masih diconsider as budak lagi if nak compare dengan uolls tu

but don't u ever heard that yang muda disayangi, yang tua dihormati

if uolls tak reti nak sayang yang muda cam i ni

so, mana i nak letak dihormati tu

come on la

even children also want to be respected

dah kalu wat perangai cam tu tell me sapa yang nak respect uolls

ni la dia budaya orang kita

yang tua dihormati sampai kita pun iakan aje walaupun memang diorang yang salah

yang muda lak dikondem cam nak mati

mentaliti yang tak berkembang langsung

tak leh terima perubahan

tak leh terima dan mengaku kesilapan

tu la dia keturunan i and uolls

i'm not saying that i'm a good person

not also saying that i'm an angel

but use ur brain la

i bukan apa

i dah lama rasa geram ngan benda-benda gini

tell me, what shall i do

tell me!!!!!

i taw, kalu ada orang yang baca post ni mesti ada yang akan cakap i ni cepat melenting

i admit, i memang panas baran and tak sabar

i tried

but i'm failing right now

failed to control my emotions and feelings

i know i'm not as sopan and baik as other girls

fine,

it just me

kalau uolls tak leh nak terima i seadanya, fine

as if la i ni boleh terima uolls

kalau uolls rasa i ni cakap lepas

macam la uolls tak taw yang i ni mulut takde insurans

i bukan cam uolls

bajet baik gile,

walhal 2x5 ngan i je

memang pantang tok nenek i people yang sesedap paru2 dia je nak kata i sedangkan dengan i pun tak pernah bercakap

i always believe in my first impression towards someone

but it doesn't mean that i can simply say bad things about that person if i didn't make friend with them

i don't want to accuse uolls but from what i've experience

i can conclude that uolls pandai bunyik je

banyak bunyik tapi bukan kata habuk, zarah pun takde

kalau cakap pandai, nenek i pun boleh la

don't expect others will love you if you just a pretender

of uolls go

sometimes, silence is an option when usually it's a must

sometimes, being strong doesn't mean holding back your tears, but letting them fall

it's a pain when you said everything is okay

when actually they weren't

minggu ini

segala tekanan dan kemurungan minggu ini dah terubat dengan menghadiri walimah one of my schoolmate whom also my classmate and dorm-mate.

the wedding was simple tapi meriah and ceria.

not only attending the wedding, tapi ala-ala reunion gitu when several AFians gather kat rumah pengantin. pastu diorang keluar pergi sunway piramid but i didn't join them.

minggu yang akan datang ni menjanjikan ke'busy'an sebab:

- ada appointments dengan Dr. Aws hari Isnin and Khamis

- ada pembentangan Community Dentistry- Crohn's Disease- hari Selasa

- ada White Coat Ceremony hari Khamis malam Jumaat

- ada minggu suai kenal pelajar baru sesi 2010/2011

harapan saya:

- minggu esok lagi baik dari minggu ni

- kawan2 i sila cepat kawin :)

oh, ye... i dapat kenal beberapa kawan baru and jumpa kawan lama time pergi walimah kawan i tu.. tu je yang i nak citer...