Saturday, April 16, 2011

hypocrisy kills identity

hypocrisy....

i do think that i am a hypocrite person
booo me
slap me
and kick me

still it does not change any

i am too hypocrite i guess

to pretend like nothing is bothering me
to pretend like i don't mind
to pretend like i don't care

but deep inside
nothing and no one (except for Him)
that could really understand what i feel

i am a good self-lier
i lied myself by being happy
i lied myself by ignoring things
i lied myself by smiling all day long

yes
i am being denial to my own feelings
and i don't know why

i am expressive over stupid things
but somehow being inexpressive towards different things in life


ya Allah
saya pohon hati yang tabah dan ikhlas
serta hati yang sentiasa redha dengan perkara yang mendatang dalam kehidupan saya
juga setitis sabar dalam diri ini

mak, ayah
angah rindu
tolong bawa angah keluar dari masalah ini....


kucingred
ikhlaskan hati kamu
redha dengan apa yang ada
sabar dengan ujian
tabah dengan dugaan


ma'at taufiq wan najah!

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